Monday, June 11, 2007
still waiting for you .
hais . on my last post i sae tat my period didnt come rite . hais . todae i use two pregnancy test kit to try .. guess wad !! is POSITIVE .. hais . at tat moment when i noe , i dunno i shld cry or happie , bt i gt the urge to cry . maybe is joy of tears ba . hais . nw mus c wad steps im gg to do le . bt i wont abort baby de . if im gg to gif birth dere is alot of obstacles for mi n hubby to overcome . my parent n his parent . sound like we r still children rite . haas . bt no la . both of us all gt broken marriage , so we tink mus be quite difficult for our parents to accept it again le ba . i onli haf one time broken marriage , bt my hubby gt two times broken marriage le . so hais . we shall go one step by one step le lo . after giving birth to my first child xuan xuan . den tis is the second time i gt pregnant after two yrs . the feeling is so different . haas . like first time havin child like tat . haas . cos maybe too long le ba de gap . haas . feelin so excited tat gg to be a mother again . haas . even though im alreadi a young mummy . hees . reali dunno my feeling rite nw .. excited ?? sad ?? nervous ?? hopeless ?? aimless ?? happy ?? i oso dunno . hais . will go for a further checkup to c hw big is my baby le . the little live in my tummy .(love in my tummy ) kks tink i end it here le ba . shall contiune after i decided everything !! kks . bye .. loves n misses .... smile always ..
llots of love !!!!
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