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Friday, June 27, 2008

still waiting for you .

oh shit, my son drop from bed ytd!! im so worry. lucky he is fine. nothing happen, still can eat n play. thank god!! im so careless. lucky he is fine if not i will blame myself for the whole life. okay . will be back to work, blog it ltr!!

♥ ♥ ♥ 4:39 PM

Wednesday, June 25, 2008

still waiting for you .

hais, so may tink happen, recently. stress up !! will jus roughly sae some out.
my son haf been sick, fever for 3 days. bring him to doc at kk children emergency at nite 11pm. reach hm 3am. so tired. dey take ah boy urine to test n lab lucky waited fo so long nth happen. is fine. spent $75. hais . d the next day, he haf no more fever bt rasher all over his face n body. is not itchy bt c le heart pain so bring him to doc again at serangoon. spent $34. he is now fine everything okay. no more rashes. tat gd. bring my hubbybrother, ah hock to c my hubby on mon, tele visit. nv tok alot to hubby cos his bro was tokin to him. anyway c hubby le so happie. hais . den when com back from seeing hubby, reach hm my mumtold mi tat my grandpa is geting worse. he might not mae it le. hais . iwanna go back wif her, cos i miss him. he dote mi alot.bt hais.. my granma n gugu tell mi alot of consequeces abt gg. first time no money second tink dunno i can take long leave ant. hais . ayway haf decided nt to go le. haf to arrange my son n daughter gif ppl c. if nt i cant work. so my daughter my ex hubby de bro will take care of her. den my son my hubby de tua kim will look afer. bt haf togif money. i fork out 400 den my mi will fork out 300, so gif her 700 a month. hais . hope my grandpa will get well nth will happen to him. i pray to the god!! hais . one time update recently wad happen abit tough oso. will update again . kks .

recently taken de pic!
mi n cab gg to golden mile to meet my darling sister!!

my son ...

my princess !!

♥ ♥ ♥ 8:59 PM

Wednesday, June 18, 2008

still waiting for you .

friday, 13june08

after work, meet up wif apple n sushi. den we go apple parent dere the shop eat steamboat. her parent selling fish head steamboat. veri nice lo. yummy. den the shop gt interview by yummy king1 n yummg king2. so u can see the food is nice de lo haha. eat until veri full. haha. den after tat bring apple n suhsi to my uncle hse. den aplle n sushi ton at my hse till morning lo. i went to slp at 6am. cos veri tired. wake up at 8.... so shag... haha. lucky next day is sat, i work half day. if nt i sure die. haha. oh ya apple parent de shop is at balestier, the actual add shld be whampoa drive blk 91. the brightest shop is tat one le. onli one shop selling steamboat dere. alot of ppl eat de. den is the shop le. u ppl shld go n try.

cookies that kelvin bought for us. i love famous amos. haha

apple's mum steamboat. yummyyyyy.

me and shushi in apple's car

at amk astar coffee shop

me and shushi hand form a heart. loves

saturday, 14 june08

after work apple meet mi at amk again. haha both of us nv slp, like a panda ghost. haha. den after den we haf lunch at amk S11 den go my hse n slack, follow by siew ping. den after tat apple go hm, siew ping go work dey sae at nite wan come my hse. bt hu noe apple fall asleep ay her hse n mi oso. so end up nv lo. tat is for the day. love my daughters n mei so much. haf been meeting dem tis few weeks. so one day nv meet de i feel so uncomfortable n something is missing. haha.

sunday, 15june08

HAPPY FATHER'S DAY !!!

TO HUBBY..

N MY DADDY OF COS!!

me and my beloved daddy. my sister very extra behind. tsk. haha

all my family member woke up at 12pm in the afternoon. den bring my dad out to eat. the meal was share between our siblings, the five of us. the lunch we treat our daddy cos 173 bucks. not really expensive lo. actually my dad wan to go n haf cocoa steamboat at concourse de. bt hu noe when we got dere the whole building was closed!! haha. we ask the security, she sae tis building is closed le, all shop haf moved le. cos concourse gg to change to condo le. so we cannt decide wad to eat, so we go to the nearest restaurant selling Fried Prawn Hokkein Mee at Tan Que Lan St, if i nv spell wrong. we treat our uncle n shen shen(uncle wife) oso. cos my dad car nt enough to sit. so ask my uncle come oso. we look nlike rich family like tat. cos my dad drove Mercedes, den my uncle drove BMW.. haha. look gd bt don look nice. haha. den after same tink my dad send mi to my in law hse at bedok. after tat at nite my father-in-law send mi back..

my dad's car on the left, mercedes, uncle's car on the right, BMW

me and my boy in my dad's car. love him. cutie pieeee!

he just love to eat pacifier.............

and his hand. hahahhahahahah!

♥ ♥ ♥ 1:22 AM

Friday, June 13, 2008

still waiting for you .

Ytd went to apple hse n play mahjong after work. finish work straight away go back to amk. den my sis take cab from my hse come n fetch mi at the mrt. den when she reach i board the cab n dere we go . haha . reach apple hse downstair gt mama shop. den we bought some tibits n drinks up. we r like having picnic den playing mahjong . haha. okies . the first time we play 1 pok of mahjong can play for 6 hrs.. can u all imagine. haha . from 6.30pm tp 12.30pm . lols . haha. u noe y?? cos my sis n apple diao chng for at least 5 times for each person. or either liu ju. i oso gt diao chng a few times lo. n oso becos we pause awhile to eat n toilet break. lols . bt is too exaggerating lo. haha .i win $5 for the nite. sushi lose alone. poor ger. tink she wouldn't play mahjong wif us le. ger.. maybe is jus ur luck not gd ba. sure gt one time u will win de . okies . smile. love u !! hees. enjoy playing mahjong wif my kakis ... bt my sis always win our money de. hu will wan to play wif her again. everytime sae don play wif her liao. bt end up still playing if her. haha. hu call us don haf kakis. the usual mahjong session is every fri. bt today sushi don wan to play. cos she lost ytd. bt my 11 yr sis, yvonne sae she wanna play tonite. bt still nt confirm shall c how again lo. no mahjong den shall go apple mum shop to eat steamboat. everytime wan to eat, bt don haf the chance. okies . im veri hungry nw, haven eat breakfast. gg to haf lunch soon le. shall update again....

miss out mi n sandy pic on 17 june.

n lovelle pic oso miss out.... slping beauty ..

candid shot by my sis, on the way to apple hse. putting eye liner .

mi n my sis on cab. can u c the blazing sunlight, oh gosh !!

twist ..

candid shot by mi. hahas .

u c she blow out the smoke.. candid shot by mi again when she mo her pai. haha .

apple, staring in blank, candid by me again . haha .

♥ ♥ ♥ 1:43 AM

Thursday, June 12, 2008

still waiting for you .

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Feeling so emo since ytd, hais. dunno hw to describe. so msg some of my fren sayin im isolating myself for awhile. dey ask mi y ? bt i didnt reply. jus feel like being alone. i nearly collapse ytd. hais . so tired after work, need to worry abt money, cos my pay is not enough to support mi, my son, my daughter n my mum. n oso miissing my hubby like crazy,how i wish he is wif me, hais . den some more ytd my daughter go n bite my son without any reason. i was writing letter to my hubby, i was so startled when my son is crying like he is bleeding. i dunno wad wrong. bt when i look at his tiny last finger den i found out tat my daughter bited him. i was so angry until i caned her n slap her mouth, i was so angry n sad until i was shivering when i scolded her. my heart feel so pain when i beated her. bt i was reali freaking angry tat she jus bite her didi so damn hard. u all can imagine . my son is jus 4 mth.. my son cry for awhile. i sayang him den he stop. den he still can smile like nth happen.(lucky dere is no bleeding) i went to the toilet n haf a puff of cigarette n i cried. i reali feel so useless as a mum. i cant take care of my children, cos i haf to work, den make dem more drifted away from mi.. i oso cant let dem live well.cos im the one supporting dem, and oso my daughter don listen to mi at all. i blamed myself for nt teaching her gd since she was young. i regret. due to i n his father break up. she oso more close to my mum den mi. always cal mama, mama den mummy. hais. den my son oso. my mum play wif him he smiled. bt when i carry him he don look at mi. i really feel so heartbroken. sometimes i feel like quitting my job n take care of dem myself. i keep looking down from the window ytd, how i wish i can jump n die no ned to haf so much trouble n stress. i really need my hubby so badly. hais . at tat poiint of time how i wish my hubby is wif mi, he can help n save mi. but no one?? no one is wif mi, n help mi .........

i ask my daughter ytd...

me:wad if mummy one day die le how ??

daughter:find a new mummy lo ..(feel heartbroken when i heard her say tat)

me:den okay lo .

daughter:but mummy i don wan u to die, den she hug mi..

at least she hug mi n say don wan mi to die, if nt i will really go n die le

really feeling so lost n being a useless mother...

wishing hubby is by my side !!God can u let hubby out sooner to be wif mi. i cant manage alone!! im gg crazy...

♥ ♥ ♥ 1:34 PM

Wednesday, June 11, 2008

still waiting for you .

oh ya . i forget to sae in previous post. my grandfather is veri ill now. cam tok n walk. my grandma is bathing n feeding him . hais . really veri worried . sry i mean grandfather of mine in thailand, my mum side. he veri dote on mi de. i realli veri xin tong lo. den some more the last time i saw him is 2004. i 4 yrs didn't go bck n find dem le. den my mum sae if anything happen she haf to go back to thailand den she cant c ah boy 4 mi. den i tell her if really anything happen i will oso go back, im ah gong lehs, mine onli ah gong left. another haf alreadi left mi 10 yrs ago. hais . den i will haf to pass my son to my in law, ask dem to lok after boy 4 mi. den i tink i haf to take urgent leave den go. hope nth will happen to him. i pray !!! gtg work. blog again tonite .

♥ ♥ ♥ 11:23 AM

Tuesday, June 10, 2008

still waiting for you .

Today gt such a enjoyable day wif my girls n mummies !!!actually jus planning to go hm after work to slp, cos veri tired, oso telling sushi nt to meet le. bt hu noe xue msg mi ask mi wan meet 4 lunch ant. bt i rejected cos i gg wif my collegue. bt hu noes dey gg to try THE SIMPLE LIFE at wheellock place. mi n my collegue oso gg der. so i might as wel meet dem dere lo. cos wanna c hu is sandy mummy, lynn mummy n mich mummy, n their little ones. hees .so after lunch dey gg isetan walk walk, oso very na mi, so meet up again. haha . den dey ask mi finish work wad time, i tot i finish work at 7. den jus remember is 5.30pm nt 7pm haha. so i sae after work i go find dem . after my work go lucky plaza main entrance to meet dem. den go paragon walk walk. n photo taking time. i ask dem to take d e. lols . n i was like if nice i was sae VERY GD, den nt gd i will sae NT GD NT GD, haha. n dey laugh when i sae tat . hahas . den mit up wif sushi, dada, liping, one guy cal alan n one ger the name i dunno hw to spell,den come wif sushi. sushi is meeting mi 4 dinner cos jus nice she oso come to orchard. so we all go walk walk den cine to eat. in the end decide to go Xin Wang Hong Kong Cafe to eat, cos i suggest, love u girls for gg as my wish ! hees . i sitted 4 veri long den decide wad to eat. haha . den end up i eat baked rice. saw li na n her husnabd n fren at cine after we finish our dinner gg to downstair .. chat outside of cine awhile .aftermath home sweet home ..... taked mrt home wif lynn, her dd n dh, shena n xue. cs we gg on the same mrt line . hees . joked in the mrt until i reach the station. haha. den alone, lonely walk home. miss hubby again. i miss hubby all the while, cos i was so envious sandy dey all gt hubby by their side, dey can decide to eat or eat without the hubby. mi?? no.. i can cal or sms himc if he has eaten ant. i really miss him so much !! hais .. LAOGONG WO HAO XIANG NI AH !!! hais . anyway i really enjoyed my day wif dem .it was unexpectable, bt enjoyable !!!

I LOVE YOU GIRLS !!!

mi n dada at hong kong cafe