hais . I TINK IM GETTING PRE NATAL DEPRESSION .. hais . reali feeling stress .. hais .. reali dunno wad to do .. hear wad my hubby told mi todae rali broke my heart . hais . i noe he don mean it . wad he sae gt his reason , tat is oso rite . hais . reali .. im stress .

BABY ... CAN TELL MUMMY WAD SHLD MUMMY DO .. MUMMY WAN U VERI MUCH !! BT MUMMY REALI SCARED TAT MUMMY CANT HAF U !! CAN TELL MUMMY WAD TO DO ... MUMMY REALI HAF NO WAY TO GO LE !! SOMETIME MUMMY TINK TAT I CANT HAF U . MUMMY RATHER TO DIE WIF U !! MUMMY HEART REALI VERI PAIN !! REALI !! BABY !! HELP MI !! I REALI GG TO BREAK DOWN LE !! I SCARED I CANT HOLD ON IT ANYMORE LE !! MUMMY NOE TAT I CANT GO WIF U BABY IF MUMMY CANT HAF U !! COS U STILL GT A JIE JIE ! I CANT LEAVE JIE JIE OSO !!

dere is reali alot of problem .. i dunno hw to sae all out too . hais . i will try list out one by one ..

1:hubby gt case
2:family dunno will accept ant
3:fianicial problem
4:dunno if i can manage ant
5:wad if hubby go in wad will happen to mi if i haf the child
6:abort child is cruel , is like killing xuan xuan (my daughter nw) , both is my child
7:scared i wont haf a happe family ..(as tat is wad i wish for so long to haf a happie family)

etc etc .........tats is more , bt dunno hw to sae ....

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