Wednesday, May 21, 2008
still waiting for you .
Emo de mi outside the prison link centre waiting to c hubby....
went to c hubby le. hais . reach dere 1.40pm, den the prison link centre closed open at 2pm. so waited outside until 2pm. saw hubby, he sae the time is passing so slow, 3 yrs so slow den will reach. he sae when he come out he hug mi dunno go the feeling, feel wierd or like stranger ant. hais . i tell him maybe ba, cos we too long nv c each other in real le. when the time is gg to be up, my tears drop by itself. i cant bear to sae gd bye to him. hais . den he sae will i really wait 4 him, i sae of cos. i love u so much. hais. everytime gg to c him my heart felt so heavy, so emo, so depress n sad even after i c him. hais . i really miss him so much. so cant stop the 思念. dear god can u make the time go faster, hais . hubby sae, laopo u tahan for 3 yrs, u take care of the family n everything. den when i come out i will take over n carry the responsible. he sae im sorry to make u so xin ku. hais . after hear him saying tat tear drop agin. hais.hubby went in when ah boy jus full month, he go in when i needed him the most. which woman can take it, i don tink ppl can take it, even i cant. im jus acting a strong front in front of everyone. who noes when im alone, i cry by myself n suffering all by myself. hais . laogong really hope the time can faster pass u can faster come n acc mi, dote mi n love mi like u alwaes do. he sae every min he is missing mi, even sometimes how he wish tat if he shout out of his window tat he miss mi, i can hear...... everyday he is looking out of the window wondering wad im doin.... he is suffering inside, n im suffering outside. so pls ppl, when u r married wif kids le, don do tinks tat is against the law. becos when u do tat u will be caught n go in to jail n make the one u loves suffer, n u suffer too. hais . hubby sae he regret n he will change. really hope he really mean wad he sae. hais . okies le la. sae some more tears will drop again. gg to haf a gd rest tml gg to work early at 8.15am. last bt nt least, laogong i really love n miss u so much!! im waiting for you !!
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