Sunday, June 1, 2008
still waiting for you .
emo n depress de mi.. missing hubby so much .. hais .
Hai. today at home whole day .. so sians. wake up 2.30pm in the afternoon. cos ytd play till morning . so tired .. Hais . lie on the bed at 4pm watching the sichuan donation show . suddennly feelin so emo .. miss my hubby so much .. dunno y. maybe is becos i alone in the room my kids n mum not in ba . tats y . i miss him . i wan him to slp wif mi acc mi n stay wif him . if hubby nv go in. every sun he will sure bring mi go out de . den whenever he go out sure bring mi out de . den i will not be so sians de . will not be so lonely too . hais . HUBBY I REALLY MISS U SO BADLY. I JUS CANT STOP THE TEARS. I TRY NOT TO TINK SO MUCH BY PLAYING MAHJONG WHENEVER IM FREE SO TT I WILL NOT TINK SO MUCH N GO SO EMO N SO DEPRESS . I FEEL LIKE IM GG TO BREAK DOWN SOON . HAIS . CAN U FASTER COME OUT N HELD MI UP N HUG MI N CONSOLE ME WIF UR SMILES, N UR SWEET TALKS . HAIS . i cry so long until i fall asleep on the bed without knowing . im reali so tired le, mentally and physically . hais . without hubby by myself i feel tt life is so boring n lonely. seeing my frens n sister all so xin fu n happy wif their hubbys n bfs . hais . how am i gg to hang on until 2011, when jus 2 months plus haf jus pass onli . hais ....... didnt write letter to hubby tis few days . shall tell him on tis wed when i go visit him. will tell him no mood to write letter becos i wan to c him n tok to him bt not write letter . shall write to him after i go c him .. excited .. faster wed, wan to c hubby sooner ..
ps : i mus hang on ... for the sake of my kids n hubby..... i noe tt after hubby come out i will be a xin fu nu ren de. rite ?? must be ....... really hope my dreams will fast come true !!!
i wish upon on a stars hope tat my hubby can faster come out n reunion wif mi n my kids ...
love tis songs ...
WAITING FOR U BY 胡彦斌
金色的舞鞋 伴着音乐
BABY你的眼睛是一弯深邃的湖水
哦 忽明忽灭掩藏不可思议的美
让我眩晕在悬崖边 谁知一睁眼就不见
WAITING FOR YOU I'M WAITING FOR YOUWAITING FOR YOU KISS ME AT THE NIGHT
为何你CINDERELLA 留给我一望无际的思念
WAITING FOR YOU I'M WAITING FOR YOUWAITING FOR YOU COME HERE TO MY DREAM
牵着你 不断旋转一直到黑发变成了银线
WAITING FOR YOU WAITING FOR YOU直到永远 ..........
becos im waiting for my hubby Soo Bee Leong ...
♥ ♥ ♥
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