hais, feel tat my life is so dull. bt at least gt my girls if nt i tink i will die le ba. hais . ytd actually shlb be gg to in law hse c m son. bt... hais .. suddenly feel tat my heart is so stuffing, bleeding n hurting. hais. feeling tat im a useless mum. i haf been 2 weeks plus gg to 3 weeks didnt c my daughter. 1 weeks plus didnt c my son. i miss dem so much. due to my mum nt in singapore so dey cant come back to my hse. hais . tis make mi so paranoid. hais. ytd i alreadi took a cab to my in law hse i jus cry in the cab alone. so i tell my daughter kailing tat i will onli pass her the money im nt gg up n c my son n sslp dere. i jus wan to be alone. so i roam ard. bt my girls cal mi n ask mi to go find dem at apple hse. cos dey scared im alone i will nt be safe. so i told dem tat let mi cool down awhile den i will go find dem. hais . jus cant stop my feeling. hais . im really feeling so xin ku. i ned someone to help mi. i wan my hubby n my children. hais. really.......... don really know hw to explain my feeling. jus feeling so random n depress. hais .. meet my girls i suddenly don haf anything to tell dem. no tears comin out, bt my heart is crying, so softly tat nobody noe. i spent my night at apple hse wif siew ping apple n sushi. we chatted whole nite. chat everything under the sun. slept at 6.30 in the morning. wake up onli in the evening 6pm den we bath n we went to kovan haf our lunch n meet ah an kor. brought durian to apple hse n eat. den i went off first. dey r playing mj. so i jus reach hm. came n blog . dunno wad to sae oso. hais . gg to write letter to my hubby le will blog again . c ya...









feeling random. n so many tink in my heart n head. dunno hw to sae is out. hope my life will be better. tink next time my hubby come out he c my blog dunno hw he will feel lo. hais ...

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