tis few days went blog hopping when im free. suddenly haf the feeling again. i saw alot of young mummies de blog all haf a family photo(mum,dad n child). bt pathetic mi lehs. i didnt haf, cos i don haf the chance. how i wish i can. bt by tt time my son is alreadi big le. don haf a pic when he is small. hais. after browsing my photo, i found one. one n only pathetic one.
mi n hubby n my daughter n my unborn son in my tummy.

tis is the only one i can find. hais.

Hubby i really miss u so much!! i cried to slp everynite. dunno y. maybe is due to the insomia of missing u ba. hais. laogong........... jay chou de song:说好的幸福呢? is nice. even thou the meaning is not totally describing my feeling. bt is the same as im asking.. wher is the happiness u promise mi?3 yrs ltr ...or no .. might be wondering, y im saying in tis way... becos i scared he might nt change to gd. den i might haf to wait again. or even i might not take it anymore n leave him .. i dunno ..i noe im tinking too much.. bt tis Qs is impt to mi. n i haf be pondering so a long time. i noe is still a long time.. bt reali.. IM SCARED...........